need to feel special

Sometimes all what you carve for to feel special , feel wanted , feel loved , feel valued....

there's always a reason for it... reason to feel so or reason to be felt so...

maybe you did something special, maybe you make others feel special and expect same in return, maybe because the relation needs it, maybe situation demands it , maybe your heart demands it, maybe the nature demands for it.

but the irony is you never let others know about this carving, you try to hide it as much as you can and then end up feel sad and the biggest irony is if you let others know that you are carving to feel special the essence of that carving is lost , anyway you cant help it.

now the point is why do we carve for it ? and the answer is as easy as that our human tendencies we have ego in all of us , to feed the fire of that ego we need it , hey! here i dont mean ego in any wrong sense because ego is not wrong its our wrong actions to achieve desires make it sound wrong.

you feed your ego with pure charcoal and frequent checkings of your ego will lead you nowhere but the success but once the impure charcoal is fed and its not even checked perfectly it will lead only one place that is none other then hell.

carvings are natural in human being everyone carves for different things, different emotion but carving to feel special is really special  it just doesnt satisfy the hunger of our egos but tunes and tones any relationship and makes it like living heaven.

dreams are among those precious things we owe

we all dream about something, weather it be small or big but dreams are after all dreams.
it isn't easy sometimes to achieve them whereas sometimes we get it just like that, some people struggle so much fro every little thing about their dreams whereas others are living it but still not happy.
this dreams do have power of everything and anything 
its most important thing to dream and to live it people are crying dying to live them ,
they sacrifice almost everything for that particular moment to live in and just struggle everyday to be always motivated for it and work hard for it maybe its all about that moment they care about for which they sacrifice all those moments of life that distract them from it.
to make those dreams true isn't a small thing you require lot of motivation, self control , love , self trust and courage 
but among all this most important is courage because there comes a lot of moments and people that make you feel vulnerable and fragile but all what you need is to stand up with courage and not just that but when you fall or feel tired of all of your struggle you just need to sit think feel your dream and stand back with extra courage.
after all dreams are among those precious things we owe...